Moved.

(for the time being)


http://gervynmoh.livejournal.com



Byebye blogger!

I am the stupid.

Mervyn mervyn mervyn, you could've been more tact-fucking-ful you know!
ARG! Something had gotten over me and I don't know what is that something.
So much for getting carried away and going on and on. And arg! I guess I was too blunt and straight.

This will have to go, I can't be like this, I really cannot be like this. I should stop being such a long-winded fuckhead and like omg.. I'm sorry! It's not like I'm in a very right position to preach to you what is right and what is wrong anyway.. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU MERVYN?!

I know I've let you down my friend and I really didn't mean to upset or even hurt you. I really really and sincerely want to apologize.
I hope you'll accept my apologies.
Arg! omg! I am such a fucking idiot!

Sigh.

I don't want to lose you.

The fucking thin red line.

That's it.
I have crossed that line. Yet again.
I don't know this shit anymore.
I am losing it.
Officially losing it.
I need some form of enlightenment, I need answers as well.
Why time consumers can only remain time consumers even when they seemed like they could be upgraded to something more?
I think I may have come to a conclusion that I am too nice.
This is nothing bad, it's just how you want to look at things.
Eventually I know I'd achieve so much more,
BUT after so long, and so often the same, it gets on my nerves.
Sigh.. oh well.

And I've gotten a 1 - 0, not in my favour though for monday. What ever happened to the supposed movie plan? Lucky thing I saw it coming, I went with the guys to catch it before getting punk'd. But somehow, I still don't feel triumph.

Why?

Lucky thing late rendezvous still goes on, if not that's it. But damn, I'd still need to look for a daylight chick. And a job too. Portfolios and CVs to be up soonest! Hur.... Bloody deadlines.