I am the stupid.

Mervyn mervyn mervyn, you could've been more tact-fucking-ful you know!
ARG! Something had gotten over me and I don't know what is that something.
So much for getting carried away and going on and on. And arg! I guess I was too blunt and straight.

This will have to go, I can't be like this, I really cannot be like this. I should stop being such a long-winded fuckhead and like omg.. I'm sorry! It's not like I'm in a very right position to preach to you what is right and what is wrong anyway.. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU MERVYN?!

I know I've let you down my friend and I really didn't mean to upset or even hurt you. I really really and sincerely want to apologize.
I hope you'll accept my apologies.
Arg! omg! I am such a fucking idiot!

Sigh.

I don't want to lose you.

The fucking thin red line.

That's it.
I have crossed that line. Yet again.
I don't know this shit anymore.
I am losing it.
Officially losing it.
I need some form of enlightenment, I need answers as well.
Why time consumers can only remain time consumers even when they seemed like they could be upgraded to something more?
I think I may have come to a conclusion that I am too nice.
This is nothing bad, it's just how you want to look at things.
Eventually I know I'd achieve so much more,
BUT after so long, and so often the same, it gets on my nerves.
Sigh.. oh well.

And I've gotten a 1 - 0, not in my favour though for monday. What ever happened to the supposed movie plan? Lucky thing I saw it coming, I went with the guys to catch it before getting punk'd. But somehow, I still don't feel triumph.

Why?

Lucky thing late rendezvous still goes on, if not that's it. But damn, I'd still need to look for a daylight chick. And a job too. Portfolios and CVs to be up soonest! Hur.... Bloody deadlines.

Pimpin ain't easy

Check this GT200 out man, exactly the same model as Ladytron only it's waaaayyyyy PIMPED! Click on the picture itself to view the x-large version.



LV leather balls, genuine or not, I don't think it really matters?

Ownage.

"House after house, just like car after car,
You see club after club, And it all seems so far."