Tuesday, March 04, 2008

The fucking thin red line.



That's it.
I have crossed that line. Yet again.
I don't know this shit anymore.
I am losing it.
Officially losing it.
I need some form of enlightenment, I need answers as well.
Why time consumers can only remain time consumers even when they seemed like they could be upgraded to something more?
I think I may have come to a conclusion that I am too nice.
This is nothing bad, it's just how you want to look at things.
Eventually I know I'd achieve so much more,
BUT after so long, and so often the same, it gets on my nerves.
Sigh.. oh well.

And I've gotten a 1 - 0, not in my favour though for monday. What ever happened to the supposed movie plan? Lucky thing I saw it coming, I went with the guys to catch it before getting punk'd. But somehow, I still don't feel triumph.


Why?

Lucky thing late rendezvous still goes on, if not that's it. But damn, I'd still need to look for a daylight chick. And a job too. Portfolios and CVs to be up soonest! Hur.... Bloody deadlines.

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